Miley Cyrus - Hope U Find It (my wish for u :) )

These clouds aren't going nowhere, baby..
Rain keeps coming down..
I just thought I'd try to call you, baby..
For you got too far outta town..

And I hope that you get this message
That I'm leaving for you..
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing
The words that I need you to

And I hope you find it
What you're looking for..
And I hope it's everything you dreamed..
Your life could be and so much more..

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are..
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it..

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever..?
Last words that I said
But that was nothing but a broken heart talking, baby..
You know that wasn't what I meant..

Call me up, let me know that you got this message
I'm leaving for you..
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing
The words that I need you to..

And I hope you find it
What you're looking for..
And I hope it's everything you dreamed..
Your life could be and so much more..

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are..
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it..

Whatever it is out there
That you were missing here..:)

And I hope you find it
What you're looking for..
And I hope it's everything you dreamed..
Your life could be and so much more..

And I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
No, no, no

And I hope you find it
I hope you find it..

i need to be stronger..

if i can hug & kiss u right now, i would give my everything to God..
1 more day to pretend that everything is fine..can we..?

Are u missing me like i've been missing u..? Are u thinking of me like i do..? Will u be happier if i'm gone..?

God, strengthen me..

God, i really want to understand & accept this condition..but, please walk with me..help me to go through this..
___

Ingin ku berandai"..
Andai dia dapat mengerti 'kenapa'
Andai dia dapat mengerti 'menerima'
Andai dia dapat mengerti 'memahami'
Mungkin tak akan seperti ini..
Tapi, aku percaya..
Tuhan punya rencana & aku mungkin belum dapat mengerti, tapi kan ku coba..

if this will be easier for u, i'll go..be happy, dear..
i'll be gone before u realized..
God, please take care of him..i'm begging u, all i'm asking U to make him happy all the time..thank u, God..

i wish i am dreaming right now..

Really..
i really want this was only my dream last nite..
But, the hurts feels so real..
And..
The fact, i'm not dreaming..

i can't really write what i'm feels right now..maybe these quote(s) will tells what i feels..


_sometimes, without you fighting for this love makes me forget what i've
been really fighting for_

_it hurts me when we pretend to be friends again after its all over_

_i'll never stop caring, but if you decide to push me away, i'll go_

_i don't understand how forever turns into a few short months_

_your hugs can cure anything and right about now that's what I need the most. i wish you were here_

its hurt when u know the only person u love, hurts if they look at ur face..its really hurts (like hell for sure), when everything good turns out bad bcos at one point every problems comes up without me realized..

i can't pretend..i just can't..

IJustDon'tKnow

i thought we've agreed to talk about everything..but, i guess i'm wrong..

maybe i'm too naive to believe everything u've said..

even it's hurt, i'm still standing here..waiting for u to tell me the truth. ..bcos i already tell u about every single things in my life..why wouldn't u do the same thing..?

am i not showing u enough..?

i'm sorry for asking You too much, God..so sorry..i just don't know how, who, and why..

Give Thanks.

Tuhan,
Maaf selama ini aku hanya bisa meminta & mengeluh padaMu.
Tuhan,
Maaf selama ini aku jarang bersyukur padaMu.
Hari ini aku sangat amat bersyukur karena banyak sekali orang-orang yang (ternyata) tidak sombong.. Dengan memberikan senyuman tulus saja, bisa membuat orang merasa berterima kasih atas hari ini. Aku pun demikian..

Terima kasih masih memberikan hari lain dalam hidupku, perjuangan lain yang harus kulakukan, senyuman tulus yang dapat diberikan, udara yang masih dapat kuhirup. Terutama terima kasih atas hidup yang Engkau berikan, teman" yang selalu ada..


Morning~

Have a nice day..! ☺

Sentence~

"No one can change you, hurt you, or disappoint you, unless you yourself 'let' them to do so. -unknown-"

This sentence is totally right..
Ketika kita membiarkan seseorang untuk masuk ke dalam hidup kita, kita memberikan kesempatan kepada orang tersebut untuk membuat kita senang - sedih - kesal - marah - bahagia ..benar atau benar..?

Sesungguhnya mudah mengatakan hal tsb, tapi kita juga pasti menyadari bahwa hal tsb susah" gampang untuk dipraktekkan..

Mungkin terkadang kita sudah mempersiapkan diri untuk membentengi hati, namun yang terjadi biasanya berbeda dengan awal pemikiran..Apalagi terhadap orang yang kita sayangi/cintai. Kalimat di atas bagai 'matahari terbit di barat'..

Seandainya kalimat di atas mudah untuk dipraktekkan, mungkin tidak ada lagi tangisan, marahan, kekesalan terjadi dalam suatu hubungan (entah dalam pertemanan, percintaan, atau bahkan keluarga)..

Well..cukup syukuri dengan apa yang kita rasakan sekarang, Tuhan sudah membuat manusia sedemikian rupa untuk saling melengkapi. Pasti ada maksud mengapa manusia dapat mempengaruhi satu sama lain, tinggal masing" dari kita yang menilai & menjalaninya seperti apa.. Mencoba untuk tetap memahami & menjalankan yang terbaik..

Good night, world . ..night, my JM..

let me let go..?

where were u when i need u..?
where were u when i feel lost..?
where were u when i surrounded by negative thinking..?
this is what i'm afraid of..
i fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easy and care too much..is this really happen to me..?
everything gets better, that's what we want..but is that really going to happen..?

we thought about where we going next weekend, made fun of everything we saw, talked about our dream, about our future..but, it was yesterday..

now, we talked about past, my past for exactly..we don't touch like usual, we talked about our dream rarely..we even don't say things we supposed to said like 'i love u' or 'i miss u' with sincerely..

where were we..?am i asking u too much..?

u was never in my vocabulary, until one day, u became the only word my heart knew..but, slowy u're gone..fading..

speechless - kicep

Membahas masa lalu itu seperti belajar berenang tapi tidak bisa naik ke permukaan, tinggal pilih mau tenggelam atau berusaha nendang ke depan. Seperti halnya dalam hidup, tinggal pilah tetap dibahas untuk sakit hati atau memilih untuk cukup tahu & berjalan tanpa melihat ke belakang.

Entah dibahas karena memang penting atau untuk memicu pertengkaran atau bahkan mungkin dia yang belum bisa melupakan masa lalu-nya..?

Satu dua kali pembahasan masih dimengerti, ke tiga kali katanya "selesai pembahasan" tidak akan diungkit lagi. ..tapi, ada lagi yang ke empat & ke lima. ..jadi..??

Kadang apa yang dijanjikan, tak sesuai dengan kenyataan, cuma bisa pasrah..

Walau demikian, aku tetap menjaga hati, menyayangi setulus hati, memberi tanpa meminta..

-love the people God gave u because He will need them back one day~